Month: March 2004

  • Back to Work

    I’m sure enjoying getting used to working four days a week. Yesterday was yard day, getting a start on the speedy growth of every living plant on my property. Had a guy come to talk about cleaning the gutters, replacing a side gate, and power washing my back deck. Spendy but I guess my tax return will justify it. Feeling better in general. Starting to return to some kind of normal feeling since the awful invasion of that procedure I had. Can’t remember if I reported this, but they did find one precancerous polyp and removed it, so that’s a relief. Onward and upward.
    Deep Thought: When I told Dad I wanted a kite he said, “Okay, but instead of buying a kite, let’s make one.” So we did. Then, about a month later, we also made me a bicycle, but it blew away.
    Today I am grateful for: The first lawn mow being done by my son and grandson

  • THINGS THAT REFRESH MY SOUL

    Dawn

    I just went out and snapped this photo from my back porch at 6:15 am in Portland, Oregon. It’s officially spring now and it’s my favorite kind of dawn, Sunday morning dawn. Dawn is kind of like New Year’s Day. You get to start fresh. There are no grating motor noises yet, most people are enjoying sleeping in if it’s the weekend, and you can actually hear the birds making those waking up sounds – little fluttering cheeping rubbing their eyes with their feathers sounds. You can imagine that today in your life you will be a good person, you won’t hurt anybody (at least not intentionally), you might get to hug someone, and maybe there will be good news in the world. You start forth with hope.
    Deep Thought: Normally I’m not one to believe in little green men from Mars. But one night, as I was driving home from a party, I caught something in my headlights I still can’t explain. It had weird, catlike eyes and only stood about a foot tall. It was covered with grayish fur, and walked on all fours, like a cat. It had a tail, which if I had to describe in terms of something here on Earth was, in a way, like a cat’s. Also, it was carrying a ray gun in its mouth. It was either a ray gun or a mouse.
    Today I am grateful for: Dew

  • Peace

    Lo and behold my hometown, Portland, Oregon is holding a peace rally today. I had truly thought everyone fell asleep at the wheel as far as protesting the war in Iraq is concerned. It certainly hasn’t been a topic of conversation in any of the circles I travel in for months. Once again, I’m grateful I live in an ornery little neck of the woods. If it isn’t Marriage is Love, it’s peace. What will they think of next?
    Deep Thought: Life is funny. One minute you’re a little kid, running through a meadow, and the next, you’re a skeleton, walking through a meadow, with dogs chasing you.
    Today I am grateful for: Those who stand up and get counted

  • Friday Five

    If you…

    1. …owned a restaurant, what kind of food would you serve?
    Nothing with meat in it. I’ve just been reading a book called Dominion about the cruelty to animals in the meat processing industry. From having grown up on a farm where we ate meat daily that we grew ourselves to today eating very little red meat, poultry slightly more, and fish (mainly tuna) more than I used to, I find it very challenging to look at my own part in this issue. So my restaurant would do without animal protein that required killing them, would use organically grown fruits and vegetables and grains, and probably dairy stuff, like cheese and milk that was low-fat. Oh, and I’d have to figure out where I stood on sugar – the white stuff is evil, but the replacement products are also all awful.

    2. …owned a small store, what kind of merchandise would you sell?
    I have a friend who runs a small shop called the Serenity Shop here in Portland. It would probably be kind of like that. Products that contribute to peace of mind.

    3. …wrote a book, what genre would it be?
    Well, I am writing a book now, my own autobiography. It’s probably going to take me more years to finish since I’m only up to age 20-25 and I’ve been writing at it for about 9 years already. It’s the most wonderful project though. It’s giving me the chance to keep my writing chops in order, to leave something behind for the family in the future, and to ground myself by coming full circle in my life, retracing the steps from the begining. You can check it out in my sidebar. Right now, I’ve been working my way through all the letters and photos from this period of my life before I can write Chapter 6.

    4. …ran a school, what would you teach?
    Children of any age how to look at the world with wonder and to see the beauty in it. And how to go through this world without harming anyone or being harmed. First I’d have to figure that out for myself.

    5. …recorded an album, what kind of music would be on it?
    I just burned my first CD of various favorite music. What a thrill. I can’t wait to do another one. It has a little classical music on it, but most it’s songs of love and life.
    Deep Thought: I bet the sparrow looks at the parrot and thinks, yes, you can talk, but listen to yourself!
    Today I am grateful for: Instant Coffee

  • Remember Pokemon Cards?

    This is my grandson and his Saturday friend back in the days when collecting these cards was the rage. Two little boys hypnotized by a fantasy world. They never wanted to actually play the game like some kids I saw at the mall in card stores. They just wanted to buy the little packets and see what they got and compare and trade. It was pretty spendy for parents and grandparents and in the end where are they all now, probably in some dustheap. It’s kind of scary how deluged kids are now with high tech toys. I try to counter it some by providing endless art supplies, but it’s an uphill fight. Sometimes I wish I could take my entire blood family, board a plane, and go as quickly as possible to a faraway island with a few simple amenities.
    Deep Thought: People were always talking about how mean this guy was who lived on our block. But I decided to go see for myself. I went to his door, but he said he wasn’t the mean guy, the mean guy lived in that house over there. “No, you stupid idiot,” I said, “that’s my house.”
    Today I am grateful for: Indoor plumbing

  • Opting Out


    Did you know you can call 1-800-567-8688 and get your name excluded from CRA (credit report agency) lists for unsolicited credit and insurance offers?  This covers Experian, Equifax, TransUnion, and lists.

  • Ant attack

    I can’t figure out how they’re getting in. I tried crawling on my hands and knees back to the source which seemed to be at the edge of where the wall meets the floor near my front door. I poured some dishwashing liquid over the spot and like a bad buddhist I wiped out all the ones I could find on their long trail from the front door to the kitchen. This morning the trail was back. So now I poured more dish soap and some ajax over the spot and committed more micromurder. Am I going to have to go find ant poison? Will my cats eat it and croak? Stay tuned.
    Deep Thought: Too bad there’s not such a thing as a golden skunk, because you’d probably be proud to be sprayed by one.
    Today I am grateful for: Not having to drive at night if I don’t want to

  • Assessing the Benefits of Breakfast

    We’re not talking jelly donuts. Fruits and whole grains are the best way to start your day. Are you too busy for breakfast? You’re not alone. In the rush to get the kids to school or ourselves to work, plenty of us skip breakfast. Or we grab a cup of coffee and a pastry and call that a meal.

    Unfortunately, we may be giving up a lot more than just breakfast, several studies suggest. In findings published in the April 1999 Journal of the American College of Nutrition, researchers looked at what 1,108 French volunteers served up for their morning repast. People who ate a hearty breakfast containing more than one-quarter of their daily calories — usually in the form of a ready-to-eat breakfast cereal — consumed less fat and more carbohydrates during the day than people who skimped on food in the morning. Breakfast eaters had a higher intake of essential vitamins and minerals. Plus they generally had lower serum cholesterol levels, which are associated with reduced danger of heart disease.

    Better physical health isn’t the only payoff. A study of 262 volunteers reported in the November 1999 issue of the International Journal of Food Science and Nutrition showed that people who consumed breakfast cereal every day reported feeling better both physically and mentally than those who rarely poured a bowl of flakes.

    Sit down to a healthy breakfast and — who knows? — you might even add years to your life. Researchers from the Georgia Centenarian Study recently reported that people who reach the ripe old age of 100 tend to consume breakfast more regularly than those who skip the first meal of the day.

    What makes breakfast so important? Nutritionists say there are at least four good reasons why a healthy diet should begin with a solid breakfast:

    * High fives: By eating a nutritious breakfast — one that includes at least one serving of fruit — you better your chances of reaching the recommended five servings of fruits and vegetables a day, surveys show. “People who skip breakfast generally fall short on the recommended servings, especially of fruit,” says Gloria Stables, who directs the National Cancer Institute’s “five-a-day” program. “If you don’t get started with your first meal of the day, it’s awfully hard for most people to catch up later.” Hitting the high-five mark is important. Dozens of studies have shown that people who eat plenty of fruit (and vegetables) generally have a lower risk of heart disease, cancer, and other chronic diseases. What’s more, orange juice, which is practically synonymous with a healthy breakfast, may have special health-giving powers, and not only because it’s loaded with vitamin C. In a study published in the American Journal of Clinical Nutrition in November 2000, researchers found that a glass of O.J. every day boosts “good” HDL cholesterol, which helps keep arteries from getting clogged. The FDA gave juice makers a green light to label orange juice as a good source of potassium, a nutrient that has been shown to lower the risk of high blood pressure and stroke.

    * A bowl of fortification: Start your day with a bowl of breakfast cereal, and you’re more likely to get all the nutrients you need. That’s because most cereals these days are fortified with an array of important vitamins and minerals, including folic acid, which helps prevent birth defects and has been linked to lower risk of heart disease and colon cancer.

    * A head start on fiber: The best breakfast cereals are rich in fiber, something most of us don’t get enough of. Experts say we need 25 to 30 grams of fiber a day to be our healthiest. The average American consumes only 13 grams, a shortfall that may put us at unnecessary risk of heart disease. In a study published in the American Journal of Clinical Nutrition in September 1999, Harvard University scientists found that women who ate 23 grams of fiber a day — mostly from cereal — were 23% less likely to have heart attacks than those who consumed only 11 grams. In men, a high-fiber diet slashed the chances of a heart attack by 36%. Even people who follow a low-fat, high-cholesterol diet stand to benefit from adding more fiber. In 1993, researchers at the University of Toronto studied 43 healthy men and women with elevated cholesterol levels who had been following the National Cholesterol Education Program’s “Step 2″ diet. When the volunteers switched to a similar low-fat diet but one that was very high in soluble fiber — between 50 and 60 grams a day — their total and LDL cholesterol levels fell by an additional 4.9% and 4.8%.

    * Filling up instead of out: Finally, if you’re trying to drop a few pounds, sitting down to a healthy, high-fiber breakfast could be the key to success. In a study published in the Oct. 27, 1999, issue of The Journal of the American Medical Association, researchers followed 2,909 men and women for 10 years and found that people who ate a high-fiber diet were less likely than those who fell short on fiber to gain weight. Among African Americans, the average weight of people in the low-fiber group was 185.6 pounds, compared to 177.6 pounds among those who consumed the most fiber — a difference of 5%. Among whites, those on a low-fiber diet averaged 174.8 pounds, compared to only 166.7 among fiber eaters. One reason may be that high-fiber foods fill you up on fewer calories. Fiber also slows the digestive process, which in turn wards off hunger pangs later. That’s especially important in the morning. In a recent study, volunteers were asked to begin their day with either a bowl of cornflakes (which are relatively low in fiber) or a bowl of oatmeal (which is loaded with it). Three hours later, both groups were invited to help themselves to a nutritional shake. Those who helped themselves to oatmeal for breakfast consumed 40% less.

    If you can’t find time for breakfast, consider setting your alarm clock 15 minutes earlier. Then follow two simple rules. First, make sure breakfast includes at least one, preferably two, servings of fruit. Next, help yourself to high-fiber foods like toasted whole grain bread, high-fiber breakfast cereal, or oatmeal. That’s all you need to be well on your way to a daily helping of good health.

  • Sea

    The grass-harps of madmen clatter
    to a nine-nine rhythm

    first wave, second wave, the sand
    is entering itself with pleasure

    will you, third wave, notice it;
    the fourth wave breaks the surface

    bearing nothing but this fifth wave birth
    upon the sixth wave shore;

    the guilty weaken quickly as the seventh wave
    goes down to spread itself upon the breast

    of all the eighth waves in the world
    before the ninth wave turns them under.

    (written by me in my youth)

    Deep Thought:If I ever get real rich, I hope I’m not real mean to poor people, like now.
    Today I am grateful for: Hormones








  • Most stolen cars
    Toyota and Honda still top the list, according to insurance group count from FBI data.
    March 2, 2004: 11:06 AM EST
    By Peter Valdes-Dapena, CNN/Money Staff Writer


    NEW YORK (CNN/Money) – The numbers are in, and thieves prefer Toyotas.


    The 1989 Toyota Camry was the most stolen car during the year 2002, according to a new study released Friday by National Insurance Crime Bureau. The 1994 Honda Accord was the second most-commonly stolen car. The 2000 Honda Civic came in third.